I know I should have been freaking out, but I actually felt more at peace than I ever had...
I felt like God must have something better in store for me.
As the past 8 months have passed I have had feast and I have had famine...but never famine for long, which is good..lol.
The difference is that before I always had a plan, something in the works, something coming down the pipe...not today. I have now used all of my resources and folks, I'm scared.
I'm having a crisis not just of money, but of confidence. I was so cocky and thought I could make this work...but I failed to take into account my introverted nature which makes me feel awkward when trying to pose people...I get so uncomfortable inside that my tongue ties and I just rush to get rid of the feeling...I am not a natural saleswoman either...some people have the gift of gab...I'm not one of them...I digress
One thing I have not experienced a crisis in is my faith. I know things will work out, they always do. I continue to search for a full time bill paying job. I continue to snap that shutter and work for photographic magic.
Thanks for listening, here's a cute dog....
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